Tuesday, February 7, 2012

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For the past three days, I've been feeling sick. I had a low grade fever last night. I wanted to write and think of happy thoughts despite this stupid headache and runny nose I have, so here I am typing away my thoughts.

My tummy twinges and every morning for the past couple of days, I feel like barfing. Oh gawd! This can't be it, I'm not pregnant! I'm not yet ready. Ayoko pa maging batang ina!

Tanga! Unang una bakit ka mabubuntis? May matres ka ba? Sabi ni Stephen, my friend.

Kung maka-tanga lang wagas, pero may point siya. Besides, I'm sure I used protection the last time. So cannot be.

A friend, who's in the medical field also mentioned that what I'm experiencing at the moment are the effects of what I'm doing right now. I'm quitting smoking, for the nth time. Naalala ko nga, I get sick whenever I try to stop.

Now I ask myself. What are the rewards of quitting? I could think of several benefits. A healthier lifestyle, reduced chances of getting the big C, which the family has a history of, more savings since I don't have to buy cigarettes anymore. The list goes on.

Why can't I stop the habit completely then? I don't know. Maybe because someone hasn't promised yet to give me the reward I really, really wanted for quitting.

Ano yun?
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Hello Kitty Muscle Shirt.
Size zero, yung pink.

8 comments:

  1. congrats sa paninindigan sa pagquit sa yosi.

    kanino mo naman hiningi yung hello kitty muscle shirt? :D

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  2. awww sana makayanan mong alisin ang yosi. dec 17, 2011 when i decided to quit smoking and successful naman so far. ewan ko lang kapag napasabak na sa stressful na comprehensive exam. sana kayanin ko pa din.

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  3. @ gillboard: nuthin in particular po. sa mga friends cguro..hehehe

    @aboutambot: sana nga po talaga..natetempt na ako eh..may bumubulong na sa isip ko..choz!haha!

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  4. sabi nga ng mga kaibigan kong nagyoyosi na nagbalik loob dito after ilang buwan / linggo/araw.

    mahirap talagang tigilan.

    think positive paren :)

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  5. Kelan lang kumu-Kuh Ledesma ako.

    Rumo-Robin Padilla naman next? Maganda yan!=) salamat po sa pagbisita bagotilyo!=)

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  6. one day at a time
    take it from me
    hehe

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  7. Hello Kitty fan here!

    sabi ng nanay ko.."wala akong anak na bading!"
    my reply.."may anak kang bading at sya ang binibilhan mo ng Hello Kitty stuff ng elem sya!"

    Quiet na di madir after hehehe!

    Now Hello Kitty baggage locks, alarm clock at mini fan na lang! Fave ko gamitin mini fan lalo na pag nasa mrt/mrt ako at tumitingin mga tao.. WAPAKELS!

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  8. mahunting nga kung sino yang may hello kitty fan sa LRT..lols

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