I need to clear my mind. I'll type away everything.
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Earlier, I just got confirmation that I've been certified, meaning I'm reemployed.
For the past 6 weeks, certification has always been my goal. This goal took about 7 pounds off of my weight (balik malnourished na naman ako). Now that I achieved my goal, I feel like this was never really what I wanted.
I need this but I feel I need something bigger, grander. I need someone to share kinds of achievements like this to share with.
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Yesterday, I never thought I couldn't be any angrier. I was trembling. I felt like my muscles had their own thoughts. I wanted the trembling to stop but I couldn't.
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Last night, I got certified.
Last night, I got dissed.
Last night, I was happy
but deep inside I was sad.
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I don't know if I'm making sense.
I can't clear up my mind.
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Rey, I love you. and it fucking hurts...
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