For the past three days, I've been feeling sick. I had a low grade fever last night. I wanted to write and think of happy thoughts despite this stupid headache and runny nose I have, so here I am typing away my thoughts.
My tummy twinges and every morning for the past couple of days, I feel like barfing. Oh gawd! This can't be it, I'm not pregnant! I'm not yet ready. Ayoko pa maging batang ina!
Tanga! Unang una bakit ka mabubuntis? May matres ka ba? Sabi ni Stephen, my friend.
Kung maka-tanga lang wagas, pero may point siya. Besides, I'm sure I used protection the last time. So cannot be.
A friend, who's in the medical field also mentioned that what I'm experiencing at the moment are the effects of what I'm doing right now. I'm quitting smoking, for the nth time. Naalala ko nga, I get sick whenever I try to stop.
Now I ask myself. What are the rewards of quitting? I could think of several benefits. A healthier lifestyle, reduced chances of getting the big C, which the family has a history of, more savings since I don't have to buy cigarettes anymore. The list goes on.
Why can't I stop the habit completely then? I don't know. Maybe because someone hasn't promised yet to give me the reward I really, really wanted for quitting.
Ano yun?
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Hello Kitty Muscle Shirt.
Size zero, yung pink.